Searching For Love

Wow. Lately, Jesus has been working some major renovations on my heart. And while all this reconstuction is going on, I figured, that is, Jesus figured, that I should share something. It's a song.

I have no clue why I'm putting this up, other than that while I was sitting here, the idea struck me. Out of absolutely nowhere. And ususally that means Jesus is talking. Sure enough, He was. So here it is.

Most of the songs I write, are birthed out of some experience or another that I've been through. This one, called 'Searching for Love' is about looking for Jesus. Yeah, I've known Jesus pretty much my entire life, yeah, I'm only sixteen and I "don't really know what it's like to be in love" But that pretty much pales in comparison to what I've been through. You don't get really, truly, lost-in-love sort of close to Jesus, without going through Hell itself first. I've had my highs, and definitely my lows. There've been times I felt so lost and wondered if God even existed- because how on earth He could leave me searching, after I'd been so close. But all those times, all those deserts, they only brought me closer, and closer. To the point, that now, I can't imagine not having Jesus.

This is my song, well one of them, that is still my hearts cry. Sure I've found Him, but even now, I want more Jesus, and I'll fight for it. Forever.

This is just a rough version, and not the greatest quality, but yeah. Hope you like it.




I’ve been everywhere looking all around, searching for something I still haven’t found. There’ve been many times the going got real tough, but I’m still running hard ‘cause this life sure ain’t enough, No. Without You I’ve been lost, without You there’s no me, just an empty shell of who I ought to be. It’s not the same without You, please don’t get me wrong. I need You in my life, it’s why I sing this song. Oh. (chorus) I’ve been searching for You long into the night, I won’t give this up without a deadly fight. I’ve been searching through the night. I won’t give up without a fight. No. This life it holds no meaning if you’re not there beside me.There’s no point in living if we could never be. It’s only You I live for and it’s for You I’d die. Can you hear me searching? It’s my heart’s cry. Oh. Chorus. ‘Cause You’re the only One for me ‘Cause You’re the only One I’ve dreamed. Chorus